I have so much to say...
So many feelings to write...
I can't seem to put into words...
I'm disturbingly speechless tonight...
So many emotions rattled around inside...
I can't choose just one to subjectize...
There isn't one I feel the most..
There isn't one to victimize...
All feelings, same time...
I feel hate anger and dissapointment...
Passion, sadness and curiosity...
Petrifying fear, suffering pain and love...
I don't understand why I feel all of the above...
Its an annoying but often visiting mystery...
It hasn't come this much before but..
I seem to occur with alot lately...
Its a speechless misery
Thats not enjoyable at all
Its not an overwhelming pain
Or some a numbing big or small...
Its like I'm banging against a wall
I'm trapped inside a sealed room
And having the horrifying feeling
I won't be leaving any time soon...
I visit my memories, that hurt me the worse
Because they are the ones I learned from
They wound me, and turn me pensive..
What can I do? The damage is done...
Not knowing what's to come..
Still not knowing what to say...
Or what words to write down..
I want to end this without delay...
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the outcome of this situation is that you decide that you’re okay and that you’re ready to take whatever comes.
You can do anything you want to, you can find a kick ass girl and
start a new relationship; I know this doesn’t sound as appealing as
what you have worked out in your head, but believe me-—the unexpected is so much better and offers so much more possibility than the so-called predictable “fairy tale” ending. Just let it go and let whatever’s going to happen, happen. I don’t know the future—you don’t either; who knows, maybe your girl will decide that she likes you and wants to be with you after all. But-—and this is VERY important—d-o
not let that happen until you’re ready to move on without her.
Just go for it. You’re not made of glass, you don’t break—you’re OKAY.
Okay?
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