I WondeR...

I sit here and think about everything that happened this past week and not a single tear runs down my cheek. Maybe its because I'm too hurt to cry, or maybe I'm just too mad at myself. Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in over my head. Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that a day will come when you could be mine .. but maybe, just maybe, I went wrong somewhere…. My only mistake was to fall too much in love with you...I have waited for you for 17 years and I will wait for you for the rest of my life. Even if that means I have to give you up for the rest of my life, I will wait for you. I love you that much and nothing will ever change that…