Finally today i laughed after 15 days(aww...u can spare all the "lols" i use in chats ..:D) ...and this is what made me laugh ...
http://recyclelove.blogspot.com/2008/02
/monk-who-sold-his-scooter-to-buy.html
For the past few days i've been absolutely clueless as to what NEXT ...!!But its only true that despite my best efforts to move on with my normal life...i do get a bit high now and then ...Gradually i m experiencing a mix of all kinda feelings ...I m ....Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. Mad because I don't know how you feel... Upset because I can't make it right. Sad because I longed for you day and night... Angry because I fell short of being good enough for you ....Aggravated because i've been acting soo stupid all those years .... Disappointed because we can't be together, still I'll love you forever...But still to be honest ..i have no feeling of regret ..coz u always were/will be worth wateva i did ...its just that...I didn't deserve you ...But i guess in a few days ..i ll b able to atleast go to sleep ...with this feeling of satisfaction...that i gave my dream all i ever had ...i was honest to myself all the way ....i gave my 100% ...I couldn't have done any better ....I tried my best ..but even my best was not good enough for you ...
http://recyclelove.blogspot.com/2008/02
/monk-who-sold-his-scooter-to-buy.html
For the past few days i've been absolutely clueless as to what NEXT ...!!But its only true that despite my best efforts to move on with my normal life...i do get a bit high now and then ...Gradually i m experiencing a mix of all kinda feelings ...I m ....Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. Mad because I don't know how you feel... Upset because I can't make it right. Sad because I longed for you day and night... Angry because I fell short of being good enough for you ....Aggravated because i've been acting soo stupid all those years .... Disappointed because we can't be together, still I'll love you forever...But still to be honest ..i have no feeling of regret ..coz u always were/will be worth wateva i did ...its just that...I didn't deserve you ...But i guess in a few days ..i ll b able to atleast go to sleep ...with this feeling of satisfaction...that i gave my dream all i ever had ...i was honest to myself all the way ....i gave my 100% ...I couldn't have done any better ....I tried my best ..but even my best was not good enough for you ...
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