Here is a sadness and emptiness going around me. I am feeling so empty these past few days, sort of like i dont belong anywhere. my friends are trying to cheer me up, but its really not working. I'm just feeling soo...so..so empty inside, as like an empty shell. I'm no longer showing as many emotions as i used to, i cant concentrate, i feel akward around my friends...its just not working out for me.and i feel like ive also lost my emotions, cause i'm never as happy or sad or angry or hyper as i used to be, im just so blank...so vacant...
"This feeling inside!
I used to feel it through all my life,
Is not like the same no more.
Tired from complaining and having pity on my self,
Trying to erase all my memories from my mind,
Lost in my body, lost in my world,
My tongue is exhausted; my eyes are dry,
Not sad, not happy,
Not even alive!
Don’t want to eat, don’t want to starve,
Forget my language, I don’t care to speak nymore!
All the places I go are the same,
All the faces I meet, I have nothing to share.
Feels like my soul has been stabbed,
This feeling inside!
Carelessness!
Quietness!
Emptiness!
So numb inside!"
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