Saturday, 15 March 2008

ImPErfECT....

I can't change
How I truly feel
I just can't change
What I try not to reveal

Its funnny
How something
Good can make you
Feel like just nothing

How can this happen to me
I don't understand why
How can it hurt me
And make me want to cry

I try to
Be as strong
As I used to be
What is it that's wrong

I know I've got problems
Lots wrong with me
But why is that
I don't see

I'm different
I've always heard
I'v heard it all, every word
From crazy to stupid...

So why now
How'd I change
Why am I so weak
This is so strange..

I just wish
I could be who
You want me to be
Someone fresh and new

Someone wonderful and perfect for you
You two would be a perfect match
I fade and you'll forget all about me
Its only a matter of time,
Before I close the door and pull the latch...

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hey cmon ...stop feeling bad about
yourself. And yes, you do feel bad about yourself-—everytime you think
about how great she is, you think about how she doesn’t want you, and
if she’s great and doesn’t want to be with you that must say something
very negative about the kind of person you are. Stop doing that to
yourself. You’ve liked this girl 17 years !!, it’s not your fault that she’s not into you!! Cmon ....look around !you have a family, you have friends, you’ve grown as a person, you’ve accomplished things. ..Everytime someone calls you, or laughs at one of your jokes, or smiles at you, it’s a compliment to who you are-—take that and run with it and stop trying to think that you’re somehow inferior....