I Don'T...

I don't
Want to fall..
Don't want to show
Whats hidden behind my walls...

I don't want you to see me
Break down ...
Revealing to you
All my fears

I don't
Want you to
Know the pain
See what's true...

Its better to tell you that
Everything is really okay..
Tell you things that
You want me to say..

I can't
Let you see
What I truly feel
The perpetual misery...

It would hurt you so much
To see the pain inside
The scarring hurt
I always hide..

I won't
Let you see
The hurt inside
Of the broken me..

I feel I have to protect you
From the hurt I always feel
The things you don't see
That I won't reveal..

I can't
Let you hurt
Its too much for
Both of us to endure..

I love you too much
To see you suffer
I can't handle
Another

I don't
Want to
Talk about it
I can't with you

I can only play the role
That things are normal
But how long can I
Put on this show...

How can I
Keep lying
Keep dying
Yet smiling

I'll do it somehow
I'll find a way
To live this
Day by day..

I'll try
To do it so
You'll be happy
I can do this alone..