WouLD HaVE Been BettER...

A Direct No Would Have Been Better
Wishing to be her friend
Hoping for sleepless nights to end
I made her an open request
Leaving to her, the rest..

I knew a Yes was not so sure
But it wasn't a No I was looking for
A No would leave me hurt
A No is what I've never heard..

I felt my world would end if she said No
Then what would I do,I didn't know
If it's a no she wants to say
Isn't there any other way?

She was as good as ever
And knew,it's a No I fear
So to let her feelings shed
She took the other way,as I wished...

She behaved as if nothing had happened...!!

I still dont know ..wat it really is ...
Is it really that she is personally disinterested ...
or shez too practical ?
or I'm too unrealistic ?

I'm Not someone ...she would hate..
But i coudn't be the one ...she would love...

She made me feel so low
Never thought,this she could do
But she isn't rude,I should say
That it was just her way....

At the end I'm bruised and hurt
But there is a lot I've learnt
And there's something I'm happy for
To her I'm not a stranger anymore..

So I think now it's time to let go
My obsession for no NO
Because as I watch my dreams shatter
I feel a direct No would have been better...