I SiT HerE...

I sit idle and quiet...numb and spaced-out...my mind stuck NO WHERE...I think was this just ALL my life? Why does it feel ENDED without you.....as if you're the central word of my life?...I sit idle and numb in my room thinking nothing yet my heart and mind keep calling...your name...I just wonder one thing...why doesn't my mind break through all the chains you have prisoned it into? Why doesn't my heart stop beating? when I know you're no where! ... I just sit numb thinking and thinking...