BlaH....

I sit and wonder day by day..minute by minute, second by second. ..I run it through my mind over and over and still...nothing...I wonder if I will ever be right, or if I am ever wrong.

As I sit here I ponder over these things and in the end try to come to one conclusion...but above all else I find that.......there is no ONE answer that is truly correct...

Some random thoughts that i m having at the moment are ....

-->I don’t think I’m going to stop loving you any time soon..and yeah for whatever happened i don't /won't blame or hate you for in the slightest.

-->I feel (though i m not sure )that sometimes I go over-the-top . Do my actions annoy you? Am I too affectionate?

--> If loving someone too much was a crime, I’d be serving life in jail right now.

-->-I’m hurting, hurting almost constantly, but I smile, smile every day. Smile for you, smile for me, smile for us.

--> Now on i m gonna try a lil less harder to get u off my mind ...coz Its like being stuck in a pit of sand... the more I struggle to get U off your mind the more I sink....

-->-You must hate me for how stupid I am....always jumping to conclusions ...

-->-I’m far too excitable. Far too vain. Far too idiotic...never listening ,never understanding ...like a stubborn 4 year old kid ...yeah i deserve these hard blows ...as punishment ...

-->Honesty sucks ,i've learned that the hard way .But i am grateful to U for being honest with me .

-->For everything that happened and the state i am in ..i blame nobody but myself.

-->My Life has changed ...I have changed ...and i somehow hold you responsible for that ..not sure if the change this time is for the good .

-->U crushed a hope ...but U gave me another ...The belief that life isn’t as bad as I think it is.Thank you ...