I wonDeR ...

it is choice that brought me to this place
it is choice that has taken me away
it is choice that tore my heart to shreds
it is choice that will heal
it is choice to burrow down inside myself
willing the sunlight to not invade
it is choice to seal off a tomb of raw pain
emotions struggling like writhing snakes
it is choice to make a cold decision
unwilling to release its pain, only to escape
will it be choice to emerge into the light
will it be choice to laugh again
will it be choice to feel those emotions again ...!!
will it be chosen?