SinKinG....

Sitting here after being told,
Waiting for it to sink in.
Not knowing what will come of it,
Not even knowing where to begin.
I don't feel angry or upset,
None of these I feel at all.
Not even sure what I feel,
Probably cause im talking to a wall.
It hasn't really hit me,
And it won't for some time.
But it will hit me hard,
This i know ...

I walk along an empty hallway,
Feeling all eyes on me.
Waiting for the response I give,
Open for the world to see.
Should I turn my back on you,
And let you watch me walk away....

Wondering if you will realize,
The great thing you had and lost.
The one of a kind guy whose mental frequency will match with your's,
And the one you just tossed....