After all these years, I am still involved in the process of self-discovery. It's better to explore life and make mistakes than to play it safe. Mistakes are part of the dues one pays for a full life.

~Sophia Loren

WonDeRING...

I’ve been wondering why,
Why do people fall in love?
Is it a necessity?
Is it a desire?
Or a must-do in life?
Cause what I’ve been through,
I don’t feel love’s all that necessary in one’s life…
Unless you’re amongst the dependents,
Who always starve for support
But I’m not that kind
And I can lead my own life,
In harmony, with my and family…
Don’t need a girl, a lover, a companion for life…
Its all fake… doesn’t make any sense to me now and never will…

Kuch Alag ...

Kuch alag alag sa lag raha hai,
kuch galat galat sa lag raha hai,
jaise kudrat ishare kar rahi ho,
jaise dimaag kuch aur soch raha ho..
par dil kuch aur chah raha ho....

kuch dhuan dhuan sa lag raha hai,
kuch ajeeb ajeeb sa lag raha hai,
jaise koi adhura armaan ho,
manzil se door mukam ho,
jaise dil mein utha bewajah koi tufaan ho,
kuch khoya khoya sa lag raha hai,
kuch soona soona sa lag raha hai,
jaise kismat aansuon par fida ho,

jaise zinda to hain..
par zindagi gum shuda ho....

The consuming desire of most human beings is deliberately to plant their whole life in the hands of some other person.I would describe this method of searching for happiness as immature. Development of character consists solely in moving towards self sufficiency.

~ Quentin crisp

i can jus say ...sooo true !!

WorDS...aRe alL thAT i DonT HavE...

Sometimes you may have wondered how come i spoke so much !(I suprise myself even some times !! :D )...blabbering all the time ....but then i am not normally the same with everyone and eevrytime.....i wonder if thats part of a desperate attempt to appear more outspoken than i really am ....while all that prevails inside me is .....silence....a numbing one at that ...

i may talk a lot ....about things ,people ..myself ...but then i've been rarely able to convey the way i really feel...probably the words are too shallow to convey the real depth of the emotions i possess....

I may have used so many words but actually i have said nothing because there is nothing that i can say that would describe how i feel as perfectly as you deserve it ....

(Amongst a flood of thoughts and drought of words ......)

LeTtiN gO...

"To let go isn't to forgot, not to think about, or ignore. It doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn't about winning or losing. It's not about pride and it's not about how you appear, and it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn't leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. It's not about giving in or giving up. Letting go isn't about loss and it's not about defeat. To let go is to cherish the memories, but to overcome and move on. It is having an open mind confidence in the future. Letting go is learning and experiencing and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow. It's about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up. It is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, and to clear a path and set yourself free."

In love, it is better to know and be disappointed, than to not know and always wonder....