Monday, 3 December 2007

LOVE'S RISK

There is risk involved in everything, everytime u share a smile, everytime u shed a tear, u r opening yourself up to hurt. Some people tread slowly through life, avoiding the closeness risk brings, side stepping the things they cant understand, turning away from those who care too much.
There is never an easy way to love, u cannot approach it cautiously , it will not wait for you to arm yourself, it does not care if u turn away. It is everywhere, it is everything. Love is the greatness of all risk, it strikes the strongest of mind and brings them to their knees in one blow. Even in the best of times, love hurts, It hurts to need , it hurts to belong, it hurts to be the other part of someone else, without either of your consent, but from the moment it overtakes you, it hurts worse to be all alone.
The risk of love never depletes, it grows more stronger and dangerous with time. but its in the total surrender of all defence, that we, no matter weak or strong, no matter willing or captive, no matter what, we truly experience love.
Despite many things love is not, outweighing it all tha things that love is. Love is surrender without a loss. it is the gift without the cost. It consumes your every thought and desire, every breath you take. It is the fire that fuels you, to do more than pass through life, it urges you instead to live.
No matter the outcome, having felt love, you will never be the same. It may scar your heart and soul and leave you only memories of forever, or it may cause everyday of your life to feel like there is no need for tomorrow.
But , love is worth it. it is worth the risk.....
For in all of life,
Love is the only risk worth taking......am i ready for it ???? ........

Sunday, 2 December 2007

..................DonT b Too LaTE..................

I don't know how long I can go on living this lie,
Pretending that I don't love you.... till i die....

You told me not to fall for you, you wouldn't be there to catch me,
But my heart just wouldn't listen and now this feeling scares me....

I'm running around in circles, not knowing what road to take........
Scared to take the roads unknown the decision is so hard to make...

I wish you felt the same for me that I so strongly have for you.....
I pray at night that God will hear and make this one wish come true...

You confuse me with your actions, sometimes I feel like you more than care...
Other times you are cold and bitter as if you aren't even there...

So many times i wanted to say my feelings for you .....
but was taken aback by the fear of losing you ....

At times i feel ,
in memories i reel ....

They say "Never be late" in expressing your feelings ....
But this silence of your's is now getting too heavy .....

I'm tired of hiding how I feel so please be honest with me....
If you love me then just tell me, if you don't then let me be.....

Well finally its mine (and your)fate .....
but ,my life's moving a bit too fast ...dont be too late ....

plz dont be too late ....